Hi! Here I am again. I'm so tired tonight that I can't even move from the couch to go to bed.
Today was a good/bad day, and at the end I was sad.
I hope it's just a moment and that tomorrow it will be gone.
I went to the Musical in my school tonight with some girlfriends but another friend was supposed to come too, I get so mad so mad when people don't know how to make plans (I'm talking in general), he told me that he wasn't coming 10 minutes before the play started that what drive me crazy. I'm not talking in particular about this friend.
April 12th 2015
Hi! The musical was good and my "crush" was there.
That day I was sad because I realized that I will be by myself for the rest of my life; this is what I thought.
That was just a moment. I like this, to be single and to be independent, I love it, but sometimes would like more, a different kind of company.
I have my best friend here and without him I don't know where I'd be now but, even if in rare moments, I would like to like someone and this person to like me back.
Maybe not now, maybe in 2 years, who knows.
I'm going to be 18 soon and this is for me really stressful, It makes me over thinking, it makes me feel like the time is going really fast and I don't know what to do with my future.
Yes, that's right! At this age I have infinite possibility to make my future as I like, I can be whoever I want and do whatever I want.
There are too many possibilities that I don't know what to do, I still have one year to think about it and concentrate on something I like and make it my job.
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