#37

February 6th 2015 

Hi! Today was Friday and I'm starting to love Fridays. It's late and today it's been a long day: I went to school, back home I started Skype with my friend, then my girl-friend exchange student here came in my house and she spent the night and I was still "skyping", or better, doing Skype with my friend. 

When my friend was here, we watch a movie, two movies actually, eating chips, chocolate and oreos. 

While I was waiting tv, eating unhealthy food, I was still doing Skype, then I heard familiar voices from the iPad, I asked who was there and two of my closer friends just came into his house. 

 I realized that last year, 365 days ago, at this time I was buying with them a birthday present for him, and a cake. We were late and he was really mad but as soon as we were there with the cake and the present he was happy to see us. 

I miss that day. 

Today they were there without me and this broke me inside, I was almost crying. 

I missing so many things that are going on back home and I feel like outside a bell jar, I looking inside and I see all the life that is going on without me. The image is so clear in my mind. 

Last year I thought about this scenery but that time I was inside. I couldn't see throw the glass but I knew that something better for me was outside waiting and the only thing that I could see was the clear blue sky. I didn't know what to expect but I decided that one day I would go through the  open window on the top of the bell and to go up there was a cord that I could use, this was the only way. 

This for me represent the life; you never like what you have around you, so you think that if you go out to see the world you will find a better situation but you don't know how the world is like out there; but to go true that possibility to "escape" and to go that  you have to work hard and to push yourself over your ability. 

This can be apply on everything and you can always find, the secret is to find the happiness in what you have around so you can open the bell and live your unlimited world.