Hi! Let's start saying that today was a good day, I'm starting to get use to my new lifestyle but I only have 4 more months and it's not enough.
I don't know what was going on but the day was quite slow, how can I explained it, I felt like I had enough time to do stuff. This is really important to me because I never have time to finish things.
I feel organize, and I feel like I have space; and I'm starting from the inside: I'm taking my place in the world and I'm organizing myself showing who I am for who I really am and I'm not anymore trying to please the others.
I'm not putting the other over me, if someone need something but it's not the same for me, I'm trying to compromise, choosing something that it's ok for both or respecting everyone,I choose me.
It took me thousands of dollars and to live in a completely different continent, and most important, learning a different language.
But I made it.
Someone can say: "Good job! Do you want a cookie! You understand what you want, it's not difficult!".
We are not all the same and for someone it's difficult or impossible to understand what he/she wants and people can live the rest of their life without knowing what they want from their life. Maybe one of this guys wakes up one day realizing that his job wasn't the one he wanted to do or he realized they never loved the person he's married with.
I don't want to be one of those guys.
So I'm taking this months to be by myself and to do what I want to.
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