#7

January 7th 2015 

Hi! Today was really cold and it was snowing a lot, so fortunately the school tomorrow is close! 

I'll have time to sleep tomorrow morning! 

I was thinking today about my first "boyfriend". 

It was a summer between my third and fourth grade, there was this guy on the beach that liked me, we were friend until he told me that he liked me, then we start to be "girlfriend and boyfriend". You know when two innocent kids play together and it's just this but what It's changed it's how you define the other person. 

The following summer I saw him again. 

I spent the winter thinking about him and doing an embroidery for him, because that was one thing I was good at. 

I never gave it to him because, when I saw him, he was with enother girl,so I cut the embroidery with the scissors and throw it away. 

After that summer I didn't talk to him for years. 

Now that I think about it, it seem so stupid but I'm not in a 9 years old girl's mind. 

I think that we have a process where we act at the same way with everyone depending on what we feel. 

The child that you was will never go away.