Wednesday, May 13, 2015

#104

May 13th 2015 

Hi! Today I'm going to bed earlier then usual, and it's been a weird day for me because I didn't stay for workout at school and instead I ate all afternoon (chips, gelato, banana, beagle, chocolate cake, popcorn and something also for sure, cookies....), I kept eating I kept feeling hungry; that's probably because I'm on my period, but still it's not an excuse. 
Then after I finish eating I spent 3.30 hours studying my apax, the online class I need to finish to be able to graduate this year; and I still don't know if I'll graduate. 
After these I went downstairs to  watch TV with my parents, and  now I'm in bed. I already know what to do later...watch videos on YouTube (my obsession lately). 
But before I want to express my today crazy thoughts: after I studied like crazy without a break for 3.30 hours  (without considering school), I watch a video of a baby laughing because her mom was doing weird sounds with the mouth and then I asked myself What does a baby laugh for? What effects emotions of a baby? What scares a baby?... 
If you are not conscious of life how can you relate things? 
I just asked myself about it and I didn't look for an answer but I will, no just about babies themselves but more in general. 
It's time; Goodnight or Buona Notte. 

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