Hi! At the beginning if this experience as exchange student the coordinator told us that during this year we'll have three different periods. I thing I already talked about this. I resume it really quick:
-happy periods when it's all existing and everything is new.
-sad and depressed one when you don't like where you are and you want to go home.
-when you realize that it's not one better than the other, it just different.
So I'm here, and what I want to say it's that I'm in the second period.
I don't know if it's about this or I'm tired of being here. I want to be honest: I'm not happy here. Who is happy here? Nobody. In my school people don't like here too and they ask me why Ohio! I couldn't chose, and I wouldn't do it, to be honest. I'm saying that it's not a place for me, here people are cold and they don't care about others and most important, they don't share physical affection (hug). I'm not like this, I'm the opposite. I thought that this experience it's would be different but, even if I'm trying or I tried to live the rest with all the positive intentions I had left, I can't change people. Today it was the worst day ever, I cried at school and the best part of the day was track practices which literally killed me. Back home I told my dad all my problems and he knows now what's going on.
After the sadness, I start to be crazy. Because I'm tired to be sad, so I do the other thing left, be crazy.
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