Monday, March 16, 2015

#70

March 15th 2015

Hi! I remember when I stopped to be afraid of the darkness. I wasn't really afraid, I'm always used to sleep with a little light on. That was a problem when, during a sleepover, my friends couldn't sleep with any light; so I slept without lights. But this happened when I slept with friends, and If I was by myself I would sleep with the light on. Then I remember this one night, I was in Paris sleeping with a friend in my dad's house. That night I had a dream, I saw myself when I was around four years old. I don't remember what I was doing as a kid but I think I was crying. I was in the same room with myself. I was just me and me there and nobody else. I came closer to myself younger and I said: "don't worry, I'm here to protect you" and then I left or I woke up. 
I don't know what does this mean, I don't even know if it has to mean something. It was two/ three years ago when I dreamed this and, even if something is not clear, I remember it since then. So after that night I can sleep in the darkness and if I open my eyes in the middle of the night I'm not afraid anymore. 

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