Hi! Today is been the fist day of spring break and tough went so fast. I woke up early to go to school for track practices. Tomorrow morning I have to do the same.
I'm not going anywhere, I'm staying home and I'm OK with it. My classmates in Italy are staying the week in Nederland, as a school vacation, so if I was there I'll be in vacation with them. But then I think about the relationship in my class that people have and that I have with them and I'm happy not to be there.
I want to be honest when I write in this blog.
I remember last here when I went on vacation with part of my class in Italy, I was always trying to keep the class together, but some people wanted to just stay on their own, with their restricted group. I was left off with other two friends and they continued to tell me to let the others without try over and over to stay together.
But I kept trying and trying, I was always hoping, and when I brought my friends together with the rest of the class, they were ignoring us.
I stopped trying after that. I don't like to feel excluded, and honestly here I felt it a lot.
So at the end what changed?... nothing?! no I'm wrong because I changed. I'm not the same person that I was before. I will act in the same way but I will react and respond in a different way every time. My philosophy It will be: "should I care".
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